So I Thought It Was You 2 (the black anonymous)

Life went on for me for the next two years. God knows how intricate it was for me to survive without seeing a hint of Dan. Everyday, I continue to blame myself for allowing such important part of my story to slip through. And everyday, I permit myself to cry for the seconds, minutes and hours lost for a fairytale of Dan and Charley. If only I could turn back the moment he asked me to come, but regrets only made it harder for me to move on. Each morning when I face the horizon, I realize that Dan is the only man who has ever allowed me to feel this way. Each night when I stare at the stars, I faithfully pray for him to come back.
“Oh God! Send me back the man I love. And I swear in a lifetime, I’ll never let him go.”

And as if God has unwearyingly listened to my prayers…
“Charley, two years have passed yet you still never fail to surprise me with your looks.”
“My, is that you Dan?”
I ascended teary-eyed and held the man I missed in my arms.
“God, I missed you.”
“I missed you too Charley.”
“Why? You suddenly disappeared. You never said anything to me or even left a note or something.”
“Hey Charley, breathe okay?”
“Hi. You must be Charley?” I heard an unfamiliar voice. This made me unwrap my arms around him and discern the girl behind Dan.
“Oh hi!”
“Dan, you didn’t tell earlier you got company. It’s so nice to see you.”
I beamed lightly to give her a smooth countenance.
“Dan, you didn’t tell me you had a sister.”
Dan fell soundless for some time.
“Hi Charley. My name is Rachelle. I’m Dan’s girlfriend.”
No other words came out from me but…
“Of course, you’re Dan’s girl friend. I’m sorry about that.”
“No it’s okay. It’s kinda cute though every time they mistake me as his sister.”
“Yeah, I noticed.”
“I’m sorry we couldn’t stay longer Charley. Rachelle still needs to check in.”
“Yes, no worries.”
“Do you need a ride?”
“No thanks Charley. We brought a lift.” Rachel said with a smile.
“I’ll just ring you Charley.”
“Okay Dan.”

Tears fell from my eyes as he drifted from my sight. I could never explain how I felt. Dan, he never knew that I loved him and he’ll never know that I love him still especially now that Rachelle’s already part of the picture.
I went home with a heart broken because of a past that I could never let go.
11:45 p.m. my phone rang.
I raised myself and answered…
“Hello?”
“Charley, can I see you tonight?”
“Is this Dan?”
“Seems like you’ve already forgotten my voice.”
“Yeah, it’s been like forever since you went away Dan.”
“So can I see you tonight? Just this time Charley.”
“Yes. I’ll be there.”

The stars were shining romantically that night. I don’t know if they were there to conspire with me or just watch Dan break my heart again.

“Charley.”
Dan moved and gave me a kiss.
“I missed you so much.”
Then again, my tears allowed themselves to fall.
“You, you hurt me much when you left. You know that?”
He held my hand and started looking at the stars.
“Charley, what happened?”
“What do you mean with what happened Dan?”
“I mean, why was there never us?”
“I don’t know. I don’t really know about that. Well, maybe because you and I are not meant for now.”
“If that’s the case, then I fancy what would be our future.”
“Hmmm..I can’t really tell. It’s your fault. You did not wait for me.”
“I’m sorry Charley. You…you just kept me waiting for too long…”
“Do you love her?”
“Yes, I guess so.”
“I see.”
I rose from his side. I never would want him to see tears slowly flowing from my eyes. It’s killing me. God Dan! If you only knew how I fervently pleaded for fate and love to connive and make things work for both of us.
But you haven’t waited. You…just when I thought you were the one; you suddenly changed your mind.
“Charley wait.”
“I just want you to know that if this world gives me another chance to have you, I’d take it. But maybe right now is not just for us.”
“Yes.” I answered.
“Maybe not now, not tomorrow, not forever Dan. Maybe God knows that you and I won’t work. But still, I am thankful because loving you has been one of the greatest stories in my life.”
“Goodbye Dan.”
I gazed at the stars again and breathed.
“Nice ending you have here.”
I left, smiling.

The End.

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So I thought It Was You (the black anonymous)

“Charley, what happened?”
“What do you mean with what happened Dan?”
“I mean, why was there never us?”
“I don’t know. I don’t really know about that. Well, maybe because you and I are not meant for now.”
“If that’s the case, then I fancy what would be our future.”
“Hmmm..I can’t really tell. It’s your fault. You did not wait for me.”
“I’m sorry Charley. You…you just kept me waiting for too long…”
“Do you love her?”
“Yes, I guess so.”
“I see.”
I rose from his side. I never would want him to see tears slowly flowing from my eyes. It’s killing me. God Dan! If you only knew how I fervently pleaded for fate and love to conspire and make things work for both of us.
But you haven’t waited. You…just when I thought you were the one, you suddenly changed your mind.
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“First day of school honey?”
“Mom, you’re acting as if I’m a super newbie.”
“I’m just making sure that your every day in school is as good as the first one.”
My mom, always ever supportive.
“You know what mom? You’re right. I’m gonna make sure of that, okay? But for now, I’m gonna kiss you and hug you goodbye because your little girl is school bound.”
“Mmmwuaahhh. Bye mom.”
“Bye honey. I love you. Hey, don’t forget your promise!”
“My promise?”
“What mom?”
Mom gave me a much defined look of scrutiny.
“Of course, no boyfriends.” I smiled as I begin my track to school.
Charley, this is your second summer in school. Better make the most out of it, or else, your sister’s gonna kill you. She did not shell out cash for you to just squander. So focus. Stay focused.
“Uhh…room 416.” I carefully read the label of the room to prevent me from making mistakes, which I frequent, every beginning of the semester.
“This might be it. I’m here.” I said to myself.
I gradually inserted myself to the back seat of the classroom.
“Found you! Just the perfect seat and the right place for me. This is so gonna do me good.”
“Really? I thought so.” A voice suddenly came out and made me lift my gaze.
“Hi. I am Dan and that miss, is my chair.”
I sketched a smile on my face, stood up, looked straight into his eyes and whispered…
“Ooops…you forgot to write your name on it.”
I sat back.
“If you want, you can take the chair beside me. That is, if you can stand me. And oh, by the way, I’m Charley.”
“What a chic name.” he said laughing aloud.
“Blimey! Take it from someone whose name’s so masculine but it doesn’t even show in the face.” I gave out a heated look.
“You know what, I think you’re cool.
I mean cool as in cool girl.”
“Well, my mom must’ve ditched me in Iceland when I was born.”
He laughed.
“I’m starting to like you.”
He gave me the sweetest smile that I’ve ever seen. I unexpectedly blushed.
Our eyes met as if celebrating a beginning. But to what? That, we still have to know.

The couple of days and months that proceeded went lively and lovely for us. We always set off home together and I take pleasure in his company very much. I’m feeling nice and easy every time I am with him. Dan, he suddenly smiles at me when I believe I’m losing everything. Then, the world becomes perfect all over again. He looks me in the eye as if taking leisure in every second of our lifetime. He holds me close when I feel like giving up and the warmth he gives every time he comforts me is like a place I would never want to get out. Nevertheless, I am so much scared of a feeling that is about to grow. What would it be if he falls in love with me? What would I do if I fall in love with him? Oh God. Help me.
I took a deep breath to calm my racing heart.
Until my phone rang that made it race again.
“DAN CALLING…”It read.
I slowly hit the answer button.
“Hee..hello?”
“Hi Charley.”
“Hi Dan. What’s with the call?”
“I uhm…I think I might have to tell you something. Are you free tomorrow?”
“What are you gonna say? Why do we have to wait for tomorrow?”
“…so that it would be special.”
“Do you think you could come?”
I can feel his genuineness as he uttered those words.
“Let’s see.”
“I’ll wait for you at the beach, at our favorite spot. 10:00 a.m. You remember, right?”
“Yeah. I guess.”
I ended the call instantaneously. A lot of outlandish emotions came rushing through the fibers of my heart. I couldn’t ponder.
“What is he doing?” I tried to ask myself.
I had the thought in my mind until came the next day.
“Honey, Charley! It’s time to wake up!”
Mom’s voice awakened the hell out of me.
“Yeah right. It’s morning. You bastard! You’ve been in my mind the whole night and you’re still not wearing off until now. You’re punishing me.
“Honey! Come on down now.”
“Yes. I’ll be there in a bit mom.”
I moved myself towards the door and headed to the kitchen.
“Honey. What’s wrong with you? How could you have slept for too long?”
“Why what time is it?” I asked, confused.
“It’s 2:00 p.m. And oh by the way, someone called. I think he said his name is Dan. Daniel, is it?”
“I told him you were out. I thought you went out early for some school project you know until your sister here told me you were still asleep. I’m sorry for that honey.”
The scenario left me static and wordless.
Everything went pitch black to me. That idiot, he wasn’t joking when he told me he’d wait.
I tried to remember the place he mentioned.
“…10:00 a.m. at the beach,at our favorite spot.”
I raced to the door and started the car. It went screeching until I reached the place.
My heart suddenly started talking. You’re so stupid Charley. You are way too stupid. I tried to search for any trace of Dan. But all I found was a bouquet of red roses with a letter on the rubbish that bore:

TO MY CHARLEY:
You have the sweetest name in the world. Seeing you everyday is like paradise to me. But I wish further that I could see heaven and I think there is no other way to realize this than to make you mine.
I love you a lot and you make me love you more each day that passes.
Love,
DAN

Tears raced down my cheeks. Damn it Charley! You’ve lost it. What now?

The next day, I did not see Dan anymore.

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The Invisible Man 2 (the black anonymous)

“You bastard! Who are you?”, Drake, now furiously wiping out blood from his broken lips.
“Tell me. Is Charley not good enough for you?”
Drake immediately rose and gave me a smash on the back.
“Stop it Drake!”
I can hear her.
Charley runs to rescue me. I couldn’t believe she finally perceived that Drake can be mean and supercilious too.
“No you stop Charley. And tell that man, whoever he is, to get a life and shut his mouth. Damn weakling!”
Drake just left as if everything was my fault.
“That guy, he really thinks he’s someone.”
“I’m sorry. Drake doesn’t really wanna hurt you. You might have said something that offended him.”
“Yes, of course, that’s the way it always goes for you right? Drake’s never gonna do anything stupid for you. I get it Charley.”
“Yeah, I guess it will forever go that way. Hey, you look kinda familiar. Have we been acquainted or something?”
“No. No, we haven’t.” I couldn’t just look at her straight in the eyes and let her know that she means a lot, really a lot to me.
“You. You’re Dan, right?”
She lowered her head unhurriedly until the drops of her tears soaked the earth.
“You know it. You have always known it, haven’t you?”
Nodding, she leaned on the wall and sat beside me.
“There are some things you just have to accept even if it leaves you bleeding Dan. Drake and I, we’ve almost shared forever. And if you think it would be so foolish of me to hold on to him, then let me be a fool.”
“I know that.” I answered reluctantly.
“Really? How? I bet you even haven’t found your girl yet. Have you been in a relationship before?”
“Nah, not really. But I’ve already found her. It’s just that someone came even before she found me. I have found her the same time, the same moment, the same circumstance you found Drake. I found you Charley.”
“What do you mean?”
“…that I have always known you Charley. I have always known and loved you. And it hurts me so much that you only give a damn about him. I wish you could set your eyes on other people too, people like me, I guess, who has eternally adored you.”
“But I swear to God you don’t even know I exist. You, Charley, never cared to look at me the way you look at Drake.”
“You just can’t say that Dan.”
“I love Drake so much.”
“Stop it Charley.” I strived to hold her closely.
I can feel immense pain flowing in her. She’s resisting but I just couldn’t let her go.
“Stop loving him. Why can’t you just stop loving him?”
“You’re asking for too much Dan. You’re asking me not to breathe.”
“Let me go.” She insisted.
“He’ll hurt you again…and again. My God Charley, there are people around you who are willing to love and care for you more than he will.”
“He’ll hurt me, yes, again and yet again. But the pain couldn’t just buy the happiness I feel whenever I’m around him. Okay, what if you’re right? What if I never see anyone the way I see Drake? But I don’t care Dan. I don’t care because I love him!”
“I’m sorry Dan. But you and Drake are just two different people in my life.”
She rubbed her eyes, smiled at me and said…
“This should be goodbye Dan.”
She turned and took a step away from me.
“Wait.” I said.
“I wish you can look at me the way you look at Drake. But I know you never will. You never even did. To you, I’ll forever be invisible, just an invisible man.”
“Damn it. Do you even feel I exist? You don’t see me at all. You really don’t Charley.”
She walked away and disappeared from my sight.
I gazed at the sky.
“Good Lord, am I really an invisible man?”
I felt tears cascading on my face.
“Yes, you’re just an invisible man, you loser.” I thought to myself.

The End.

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The Invisible Man (the black anonymous)

“Stop it Charley.” I strived to hold her closely.
I can feel immense pain flowing in her. She’s resisting but I just couldn’t let her go.
“Stop loving him. Why can’t you just stop loving him?”
“You’re asking for too much Dan. You’re asking me not to breathe.”
“Let me go.” She insisted.
“He’ll hurt you again…and again. My God Charley, there are people around you who are willing to love and care for you more than he will.”
“He’ll hurt me, yes, again and yet again. But the pain couldn’t just buy the happiness I feel whenever I’m around him. Okay, what if you’re right? What if I never see anyone the way I see Drake? But I don’t care Dan. I don’t care because I love him!”
“I’m sorry Dan. But you and Drake are just two different people in my life.”
She rubbed her eyes, smiled at me and said…
“This should be goodbye Dan.”
She turned and took a step away from me.
“Wait.” I said.
“I wish you can look at me the way you look at Drake. But I know you never will. You never even did. To you, I’ll forever be invisible, just an invisible man.”
“Damn it. Do you even feel I exist? You don’t see me at all. You really don’t Charley.”
She walked away and disappeared from my sight.
I gazed at the sky.
“Good Lord, am I really an invisible man?”
I felt tears cascading on my face.
“Yes, you’re just an invisible man, you loser.” I thought to myself.
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“Buddy, wake up?”
“What are you doing Dan? She’s approaching. Come on you idiot!”
I heard Mike’s voice and eventually recognized I was dreaming in broad hours of daylight.
“Carry yourself well.” He determinedly uttered.
“Hey, is this yours?”
I stopped after hearing such a familiar and popular voice, turned and saw Charley beautifully smiling at me. I searched for words and eventually said…
“Ah..whaat?”
God, I’m really such a big time loser.
“You dropped your confidence.” She smiled.
“I uhmm.. not so fond of chatting to people you know.” I defended.
“Yeah. I can see that." She drew near me. She’s so close that I can even feel her breath.
“It’s obvious. You’re trembling.”
“What’s your name?”
“Dan..Daa--.” You jerk! You are Daniel! Is your name so hard to say?
“Okay. I get it. Bye Dan.”
“My name is.. my name is Daniel.”
At last, I finally said it but when I finished gathering my courage and lifted my face, she was no longer there.
“Loser.” I said to myself in appalling dismay.

It’s been like forever that I’ve known Charley.
I am always a fan of her I guess. She is always a goddess. Everyone in the world would agree that she is so perfect. She has the charm that enchants and the wit that endures. She’s Athena and Aphrodite, the goddesses combined. And everyone in the world loves her but most especially, I love her. The problem is, she doesn’t even know who I am. And she doesn’t even care.
Didn’t I tell you that I have introduced myself to her for like thousand times already? But she always forgets those people that are not so important on the face of the earth. In the sea of her friends, I am really just nothing. So even if she notices me everyday, I am still a vapor to her. I am still invisible to her. It’s like what they say “good as dead”.
Charley, she can only see Drake, the one she loves, really loves. I can tell he is actually blessed. Charley looks at him as if he is the only man she’s gonna love. And she enjoys every minute with him. Many people say they are a perfect match- the goddess with a god.
I imagined myself in Drake’s place. How lucky I would have been and how happy I would have been if I was her man. Definitely, I would be the greatest man who ever lived on earth.
I was about to paint a smile on my face when my eyes caught Drake holding someone else’s hand. Worse, drake held the girl close to him and stole a kiss.
“What the…you can’t do this to her Drake.
You can’t hurt Charley this way.”

“Looks like you and Charley are off already.” I commented while advancing my steps to face Drake.
“Who are you?”
“Damn you Drake.”
I punched him and buried my wrist on his face.


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wish (the black anonymous)

“What are you doing?”
I asked Dan as he locked his fingers into mine.

“What do you think am I doing?”
“I’m holding your hand as if I don’t wanna let you go.”
“I like holding your hand. It fits snugly into mine.”

“But were holding hands as if…”

“As if what? As if we’re a couple?”
Dan smiled and I gave out a sigh.
I thought to myself. I wish we are.

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The world- it is full of stories of the heart. Although there are thousands of happy endings every fairytale unravels, there are however, millions of heartbreaks that remain silent in the dark, where no one can hear, where no one can find. Despite this, the world goes on for the rest of the people- alone, in love, breaking, or not. And I, Charley, am one of those people that the world does not notice. I am left, wishing. Wishing for only one, only one happy ending to take place.

“Hey shorty! Dreaming again of that knight in shining armor? I bet you were Cinderella this time.” Dan remarked foolishly on my moment of oblivion.

God, why can’t I have the courage to tell him everything?

“Huh? I’m sorry? What…what were you saying?” I asked, trying to hide my blushing cheeks as he gets an inch closer to me.

“Why have you been floating lately Charles? Is there any problem?”

“Uhmm. Dan…I was kinda thinking if…uhm…” I was about to tell him everything until Micah, her ex-girlfriend hit the conversation.

“Danny! Do you think you have time for a little chat? I kinda thought you were not busy?”

“Charles, is it okay if I borrow Danny for a while?”
Micah. She was always the sweetest. And I hope I could borrow that charm and beauty in her so that Dan may have to look at me differently, so that I can be more than Charley…so that I can be his Charley.
Dan looked at me as if asking for approval.
“Uhh..you don’t really have t o ask him from me. I’m quite sure Dan would also like to accompany you.”
“Dan, Micah..take time to talk okay? I think I have to go now.” I supposed, leaving the one I love with the girl he loves. The irony in it is unhurriedly shredding me into pieces and slowly creating drops of tears on my eyes.

12:00 A.M. – Dan called to say…
“Hey fella, did I cut your beauty sleep?”

“Why do you have to ask? You always do that.”
I can sense him smiling. God, I think I know this man better than he does.

“Charley, do you think I it’s about time that…”
“…that what?”
“that I should tell you about my feelings?”
My heart screamed for joy. This man is finally gonna make a move. I think I don’t have to make things longer for us. I’m gonna have to say yes.

“Charley…are you still there?”
“Yeah..Uhmm..I think I might have to tell you something too. I mean, the feeling is really mutual.”
“You know? You mean you already know?”
“Of course..and I think my answer is yes.”
“God..thank you Charles. I’ve really been battling my feelings about telling Micah I still love her but with you encouraging me already, guess we really have a chance to be together.”
“What? You mean you are going after Micah again?” His words broke me. You are so foolish Charley dreaming you’d be enough for him. Damn, you are such an idiot to believe something unreal.
“Hello?”
“Uhm…Dan..”
“Are you crying? Oh my God, what happened to you?”
“I think I might have to hang up. I am feeling uneasy. I caught colds you know. I..ahh.. I’ll just ring the moment I get better.”
“Okay. Thanks honey! Bye!”

I dropped the phone. Honey? Is that what all people call their friends? Is holding hands still normal for friends? I can’t help my tears from falling. I can feel the pain removing me from earth, exposing me to the saddest part of my story. Why am I Charley? Why am I not Micah?

I gazed to the stars, crossed my fingers and fell into a deep sleep.

The atmosphere was serene. The air was fresh. I went out of the house with the unusual feeling of brokenness. Last night was a mess. I think I could save the rest of the day from heartaches if I wouldn’t see him…until…I did. I saw him. I saw him with her. He did not even notice me. But what hurt me more were the words that fell from his mouth while holding Micah’s hand.

“What are you doing Dan?” Micah, I just wish she would resist.
““What do you think am I doing?”
“I’m holding your hand as if I don’t wanna let you go.”
“I like holding your hand. It fits snugly into mine.”

I felt tears flowing endlessly. It hurts me so much seeing him with her.
I realized that sometimes, we fall in love with a person we could never resist falling for. And no matter how hard we try to be the best for them, we can never be good enough. So we choose to stay silent. And our feelings are trapped in the bounds of friendship. And what do we do? We wish. We can only have them through our wishes. It’s all up to the gates of heaven to grant our happy endings in our dreams but while we are awake, we are faced with a reality that there is no such thing as love for us.

I have to say, although we make a good page in a book of fairy tales,there was never Dan and Charley.
There was never us.

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Love Song (the black anonymous)

listen to a song,
it's from a heart that's bleeding strong now.

hear my heart,
are you deaf of it's yearning?
i bet for all this time,
it's time you should know something.

lately I've been keeping all my love,
trying to hide everything I've felt,
but to keep is not enough,
this doesn't really make me tough.

so I'd tell you...

that i love you
even if you love her too,
it's just so hard to remain a friend,
though i know it's where I'm still going to end.

that i need you
even if you need her too,
a symphony of a broken heart,
longing for a better start.

a friend's love can grow,
and now at least you know,
you know that i love you.

listen to a song,
it's from a heart that's bleeding strong,
hear my heart go wrong,
listen to a friend's first true love song.

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Butterflies (the black anonymous)

How would I say goodbye
To the feelings I wanted to stay forever?
How would I break my last cry
When all my tears have gone dry?

How would I say at least
Thank you for all the years,
For all the pain you brought inside,
The tears and the fears?

How would I turn hate to love
And pretend that I’m okay?
When my heart was torn when I fell in love
And my memories were painted ashen gray?

Sympathy I give myself.
Freedom I now offer you.
I will let you go.
I have to do it, you must know.

All the sweetness in the past,
In fate’s power not bound to last.
Butterflies do also tire.
And so the die is cast.

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Bivouac (the black anonymous)

The battle ended.
There was freedom.
I was unscathed,
Yet there was pain.

He lost the fight
But felt victorious.
I stared.
I cried.

I won the struggle
But felt no glory.
The end broke me.
In the bivouac, I died.

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Terminal (the black anymous)

The time has withered.
It’s the moment to give up,
To finish all the sadness,
To set the final gap.

I’m yet not too over,
Not yet done with loving you.
But our fate’s over,
I’ll face a life that’s new.

I’ll set my heart free,
Done with the pain I have to feel.
I’ll live on how life should be,
And finally know what is real.

I am saving not the kisses
I have kept for you so long.
I am burning all the hopes I have
Thinking I will receive love.

For I had but a lot of pain,
More than enough of my fair share.
I have breathed a life in vain,
Yet you do not even care.

Now my love for you is terminal,
My love for you is through.
I just have to let you go,
In my eyes, a pain won’t show.

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Dear WORLD,

They say there are only two great things that are supremely important in your place. First, you must learn how to give out love and second, you must learn how to let it come in.

For a time I sensed that your people could never afford to carry on a life without love. The stuffed toys, the roses and the hugs and kisses from sweet couples trying to communicate love to each other makes love a great emotion to cherish. But out of curiosity, I would like to ask what happens when in a split of a second, love disappears into thin air? Would people still offer stuffed toys and roses even if they feel that they no longer contain the love that they used to have? Would there still be hugs and kisses even if they knew that their passion for each other faded together with time?

Yes, I do would like to believe in people’s enchanted accounts on how breathtaking their lives have been since the time they found the “one”. But in the stories of those people who weren’t fortunate enough, I somehow find myself in isolation, doubting the strength of this emotion, given that even they tried a lot of efforts to make their relationships work, not anything really happened. Except for the tears shed in the cold rainy nights and wishes of sweet escape from the anguish of a break-up, love furnished them nothing.

I say, there are two most painful experiences in life as I witnessed. First, the moment you learn how to love and next, the moment you realize that you have to let it go. These two make an ironically wonderful cycle of finding and losing, of making and breaking and of sacrificing and convincing yourself that you must never regret that moment you chose to fall in love.

World, meet me. An anonymous entity in the sea of those who thrive to attempt to persuade me that everything in an existence is dull without love. But since I have seen nothing in your place but betrayal and pain these days, my faith in what you call love swayed. Now I don’t understand why people still try to catch their hopes on someone who could never return the emotions that they feel. Aren’t they just being pathetic and pitiful expecting something that can never be theirs? I see your women, hearts scathed, just because their men discovered they do not make a beautiful match. I see your men, sober and broke all because they weren’t good enough to be the ideal. Every passing day, I have observed a lot about love. Many were good but more were sad.

Truthfully, sometimes, the best notions in life are washed out by occurrence of hurtful dealings. I used to enjoy seeing your people smile in immense pleasure with what they feel. But now, my heart goes out for them. I know they would regret falling in the traps of love as soon as they find out that they will only end up getting hurt. If love could not give anything but pain, it might be just good to forget it. Yes, forget it.

I can’t guess how you would consider this. But if you happen to know love more than me, then I can’t wait for your enlightenment.


Always,

The Black Anonymous

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